passes so fast!
phoebes' graduated.. finally!
sadly its gonna be antoher what?
2yrs before she's coming back.
i miss her so much..
i think im gona cry when i actually see her.
hmm..
im not at wrk today.
was feeling sicklish ytd..
took FTP..
den i keep losing my concentration,
i gave up..
i cancelled the rest of the pract fer tad day ..
and home i went!!
sucks man..
anyways,
am heading to JB later this morning..
yups.. in the morning..
technically speakin its' tmr morning lah..
oh yea, did i complain abt my cooking today?
SUCKS! big time.
and its only instant noodles!
i cant believe it man..
this is wad happens when im not in the mood to cook..
even i cant stand my own cooking..
haiish.. today..
is cleaning day..
i finish sweeping, mopping, washing, wiping
most of the stuff alrdy..
and thats it..
im done.
so ppl..
croos ur fingers that i rmb to blog tmr!

ps, just two days fer weekends is seriously not enuf!

I KNOW!! Im a bz gerl ya know.
dun have tym to blogg.
anyway,its the sch holidays!
yay!!
went to penang this mth..
live the kampong life..
not tad bad actually..
very ... relaxing kinda life.
just laze around here and there.
went clubbing.. got drunk!!
and couldnt keep my mouth shut aft tad.
my boyfies' fren kept luffing at me.
and i learn to ride a bike!
a motorcycle i mean..
hahahas
and i rode it ard in circles like an idiot.
i had fun..
went shopping..
the best part was the beach right outside the mall.
no, not like vivocity..
tads a habour.
i mean a REAL beach.
with sand!! and coconut trees!
ahhh.. life.

now i feel as if everythings fallen into place.
i havent felt as peaceful for as long as i cn rmb.
i know i havent made the wrong choice in leaving u.
im happier.
and if God permits,
i hope u are too.

nothing denies the fact that i still miss hym.
i'd still wonder if he's alryt.
if he's aslp or wide awake like i m in the dark of the nyt.
if he has moved on , or still thinks of me from time to time.
i'd used to think that if only two persons loved one another,
nothing can stop them from being together.
but no.
love is selfish.
it can only go on when one party loves the other more.
that was how it was.
until i got so tired.
i stopped trying.
no more tears
but im not happier.
no more heartache
but it aches all the same.
no more shoutings
im shouting alone.
my family and friends are here,
but alone i am.
just me alone.