nothing denies the fact that i still miss hym.
i'd still wonder if he's alryt.
if he's aslp or wide awake like i m in the dark of the nyt.
if he has moved on , or still thinks of me from time to time.
i'd used to think that if only two persons loved one another,
nothing can stop them from being together.
but no.
love is selfish.
it can only go on when one party loves the other more.
that was how it was.
until i got so tired.
i stopped trying.
no more tears
but im not happier.
no more heartache
but it aches all the same.
no more shoutings
im shouting alone.
my family and friends are here,
but alone i am.
just me alone.